I had a horrid night last night, with dreams within dreams that I struggled to awake from, only to find I was awake inside of another dream. At times I was crouched and sweating on the floor of my room next to the bed trying to collate the fractured pieces of the dreams that I could remember. I'm going to stream of consciousness what I can right here and now to get some of it out. I will also note that several people I spoke to today have told me that last night was restless or nightmare ridden for them as well. Interesting.
So, here we go: Familiar spaces, like homes I have lived in or stayed in all bungled into one string-like scene where everything took place.
Even in the dreams, I was mostly in a bedroom area, trying to stop something from clawing into the room through the wall. Most times I got a glimpse of what/who was clawing, it was a small girl, dark and long hair, sometimes in anime fashion, sometimes in a very "The Grudge" way.
Just when I thought I had woken up, this essentially shit me awake. |
Continual battle of the pointy teeth and my flesh. |
No matter how hard I tried, I was torn to bits, and someone I cared for took a decent hit/got a chunk taken from them. I continued to wake partly, into another dream where I was in my actual room - every detail was correct - but I wasn't really awake, and I couldn't move well, and inevitably something was coming for me and I had no defenses. Once it would get within striking distance, it would lunge, and I would muster up enough to physically scream myself awake. This happened several times. I finally gave up, stopped hyperventilating, and stayed awake for the rest of the early morning.
It wasn't just in my 'hood'. I got the impression that it was happening all over, and that I was only privy to seeing what was directly around me or what impacted me. I did note that I never felt as though Lisa was in danger, so I guess the south is protected in some way.
Look how the monster hides behind a little fishy. |
2 comments:
Everyone here knows how to hand-fish, so I'm safe? *whimper*
I would take those dreams everynight if I could only forget the one where I was cutting Annie in half and only realized when I reached her spine she would die. I am still sickened by visions from that dream.
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